JESSICA

eew. im really not good in definitions. i cant even find a good definition or description for myself. all i know is that i talk a lot, im so interested in reading, i enjoy watching movies, i dont eat fish,i suck at math, im crazy for surprises even i keep on saying that i dont like it, love the dusk and the beach which is so mushy i know. im a frustrated photographer, i consider myself an artist but i really cant draw. damnit.ive been wanting to learn break dancing but i guess its really not for me.*laughs!

I love the moon because its my anti-stressor, i enjoy thinking a lot. which makes me a bit neurotic. i started working when i was 18, i first got my real kiss when i was 17. haha if that makes sense. oh well i just want to add that up. i care about my friends because they keep me alive,i love my family though sometimes they make me crazy, i love my boyfriend because he understands my twisted mind so well, that this blog is almost about him. i hate being told what to do im trying to be independent. im still stuck between the line of childhod and adulthood. i dont like myself most of the time but i just cant do anything about it.

there i think i just gave a description of myself.
eew.

**my latest dream is to update this blog everynow and then. haha

yea.. i know. im not good at this.<br>i sooo envy my boyfriend for making his blog so readable and entertaining. haha *:)